Elena, if you are 20…

Almost went to bed without slicing.

Too sleepy to compose properly.

A morning slice worth capturing:

Elena loves boxes. She will find random stuff just to put things in a box.

After breakfast this morning, I offer her a small box that contained my new pregnancy shirts.

She did not care for it.

The box was dropped, or gently thrown (?) on the floor.

“Elena, that was not a good choice.”

Her arms dropped, head went down, and she walked away from me and into her room.

She’s done this before, so I looked through her bedroom camera and found her sitting against the wall, with her hand on her lap.

I waited.

50 seconds later, I see her stand and hear, “Mama, I wanna talk.”

We’ve done this before.

Quick repair, a loving hug, and back to morning routine.

I shared the funny anecdote with Tim via text, and then got on with my day. I thought, there’s my slice.

But as I write this now, with tired hands and the tiring glow of the phone’s screen, what I’m mostly thinking about is how much I pray she will always feel like she can talk to me.

Elena, if you’re 20 years old and reading this, would you please message me “Mama, I wanna talk”?

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